2065438+7 March 2008
Wednesday
A: Eat sweet pears.
Sometimes I think it's foolish to pursue the hero of Happyness.
Holding a heavy portable bone mineral density scanner every day, running around constantly, knowing that it will be rejected, still persevering;
Doctors in the hospital think it is a useless luxury to put all savings on this revolutionary machine.
When the wife left, she desperately wanted to keep her son, just because she didn't want her son to see his father before she was 28, and she lacked his father's company since she was a child.
Running errands for office manager Frakes from morning till night, I don't know how to resist;
Sometimes, life adds some spices, so that he has to run hard to catch up with the "stolen machine."
In fact, sometimes we should be grateful for those "silly" moments in life and thank ourselves for having enough courage at that time.
If Chris hadn't pursued the word "happiness" all his life, he wouldn't have stood out from the crowd, and he wouldn't have had the opportunity to set up a Gardner Regal investment brokerage company. At the same time, I will never have another life called "happiness".
In life and study, we can also be stupid.
When smart people are resting and relaxing, you can be silly and try to finish what you are doing seriously; When the blow of life and study comes, you can foolishly think that it is to meet better yourself; When people around you laugh at you, you can be silly and take this as a spur to yourself.
Keep looking forward to the future, even if life finally fails you, but at least in the process of hard work, you are better today than yesterday, which is enough.
When you feel that you should be overwhelmed by life, when you feel that you have suffered the greatest pressure.
Maybe you don't know, another blow of life is waiting for you.
You are worried that you will be crushed in the next second.
At that moment, all the motivation that supported your dream disappeared.
You should also admit that the differences exist objectively, and that the differences can only be shortened and can never be eliminated.
At that moment, you don't know who to cry to.
If you want to call your mother thousands of miles away, you really want comfort.
But as soon as the phone is connected, you resist the urge to cry and tell because you don't want your mother to worry about you. So, you share the good side of life and study with her and say with a smile that everything is fine here.
At this time, you just want to cry alone.
Outside the window, the sunny weather suddenly turned into a storm.
Storms calm you down.
A thick fog slowly rises in your heart, covering up all the deep-buried melancholy. Finally, it winds layer by layer, forming a protective film on the inner wall of your heart. At this time, you have become the girl who is extremely longing for the future, confident and heartless.
Because I am so proud of myself, I really look down on those who give up on themselves and lead a decadent life every day.
These two days, I became anxious because of all kinds of bad things, and I woke up in my sleep in the middle of the night.
I used to doubt whether my current choice is the best and most suitable choice, whether I should stick to what I am doing now, and what is the biggest motivation to support me to stick to it.
My "two selves" are constantly fighting. One is "normal me", with correct values and trying to keep myself going. The other is "neurotic me", give up, it's useless to persist for so long, but I can't do it myself!
To tell the truth, I am a person with particularly poor pressure resistance. I am even afraid that I will fall into a state of depression because of too much pressure, into endless self-entanglement, and dare not stop myself and keep turning like a machine. It seems that only in this way can you find a short-term sense of stability.
I happened to see this sentence: "The best way to overcome anxiety is to do something that makes you anxious." Fortunately, I continue to have the courage to stick to what I am doing now.
If you are hesitant about one thing and don't know whether it is meaningful to finish it, please don't dwell on it until it is finished.
Life is extremely intense and dangerous. It forces us to bravely pursue our dreams, confront another "neurotic self" that pops up from time to time in our hearts, and finally reconcile.
No matter when and where, sticking to self-confidence is a magic weapon to defeat yourself. If you don't believe me, hold on (Hao) (Zhe)!
We should all be extremely pious to thank ourselves for being crushed by setbacks, but never give up and keep being "stupid".
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Text: Jane
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Illustration: Anne Davidson