Buy insurance and find a bigger company! Peace or the Pacific, national life or something! What kind of insurance did you buy? You have to buy insurance, but you have to know how to choose. Choice is very important. Don't go if you are not stable, just push it off! After saving money, I struggle every day and feel uncomfortable every day!
Further reading: How to buy insurance, which is good, and teach you how to avoid these "pits" of insurance.